Thursday, June 27, 2013

Stone Cold Reality

What do you do when...

You're mad and you're scared and you don't wanna fight?
You're alone and you're lonely, crying through the night?
There's no one and you want someone, but they cant be found?
You're laughing to hide the crying, but no one cares if you make a sound?
You're confused and abandoned without a reason why?
You don't fit in, don't stand out, even when you try?
You don't have the answers, don't know the questions, and nothing makes sense.
Your friends and your happiness are all past tense?
I pray and i pray but i'm lost, i'm confused and i don't belong...
A loss of control is on the horizon...
When i say im fine, please know im lyin.
No friends, no release,
Just a stone cold reality that will never cease,
Questioning myself, my life, my reason for existence.
Wanting, praying, yearning, for a soul that's relentless
How do I fix this?
What is there to fix?
Just a heart broken girl, wishing she'd exist


Outcast


I feel like I am being left behind,
I feel like I don’t belong
I feel like I am alone
I need a friend
Im sick of reaching out
I want someone else to make an effort
Am I a bad person?
Does anyone enjoy my company?
Everything has changed
Everything is still changing
The world is moving
I am standing still
Stuck.
Wondering…
If I will ever be a part of them
Or will I always be the outcast
I’m so lonely.

:'(