Music Festival Outfits #3

Music Festival Outfits #3 by shordiencash on Polyvore

Sarah Olive Button Up Shirt - $62.00 | Tobi
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Trendy Medium Wash Denim - Distressed Denim - Blue Denim - $62.00
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Shelly Black Laced Faux Leather Backpack - $58.00 | Tobi
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Reese Wool Floppy Hat - $46.00 | Tobi
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Cute Black Bra - Embroidered Bra - Black Bra - $44.00
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You're the one I love and I'm saying goodbye...

Say Something

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...

After all of this time...

I can't believe I still miss you.

Remember

Remember when you included me anything?
Remember when you gave a damn?
Remember when you made an effort?
Remember when we were friends?

Im starting to forget.
but maybe that's better for me.
Maybe that's what is meant to be.
Oh God please help me...

I will never be THAT girl.

I will never be the girl that stands out in a crowd.

I will never be the first one to make a joke or to make small talk with you.

I am not one with witty, funny comments that can make anyone smile.

I can’t break tension or awkwardness with simple conversation.

I can’t confront someone without feeling uneasy and I can’t strike up a conversation without feeling uncomfortable.

I fantasize about saying all of the right things and about making tons of friends, but I know that isn’t and never will be me.

I hold onto people I love for too long and always expect them to do the same with me.

I don’t walk into a room and brighten it up

My smile doesn’t seem sincere enough to brighten someone’s day.

I cannot fake a laugh, I cannot force a conversation, and I cannot hide my true feelings.

I can, though, give a smile no matter how I feel.

I never know the right things to say or the right questions to ask.

I seem to never make connections.

I have so much love to share, but no one to share it with.

I miss the people that I once called my friends…

The ones whom have become acquaintances

I wish it were as easy for me as it is for them…

I do not fit in with any crowd, no matter how much I would like too.

I will never be THAT girl.

I am not the girl next door.

I am not the bad girl either.

I am not the funny one.

I am not the smart one.

I am not the one that’s always happy.

I am not the one that anyone wants to BE.

I am not the girl that anyone asks questions about.

I am the one that’s easily forgot.

I don’t know where I belong.

Does anyone ever wonder about me?

Do you ever wonder if I am okay?

Do you wonder if I think of you?

Do you ever wonder if I am happy?

Do you ever wonder where I am?

I am behind them… In the background, wishing I was a part of crowd.

I guess if you really thought about me, you would contact me, right?

Nothing feels the same…

Things that I thought would last forever, didn’t.

It’s hard to fight on my own.

It’s hard to try when I am the only one…

It’s hard to walk away when it’s something I have never done.

What have I done wrong?

Stone Cold Reality

What do you do when...

You're mad and you're scared and you don't wanna fight?
You're alone and you're lonely, crying through the night?
There's no one and you want someone, but they cant be found?
You're laughing to hide the crying, but no one cares if you make a sound?
You're confused and abandoned without a reason why?
You don't fit in, don't stand out, even when you try?
You don't have the answers, don't know the questions, and nothing makes sense.
Your friends and your happiness are all past tense?
I pray and i pray but i'm lost, i'm confused and i don't belong...
A loss of control is on the horizon...
When i say im fine, please know im lyin.
No friends, no release,
Just a stone cold reality that will never cease,
Questioning myself, my life, my reason for existence.
Wanting, praying, yearning, for a soul that's relentless
How do I fix this?
What is there to fix?
Just a heart broken girl, wishing she'd exist

Outcast

I feel like I am being left behind,

I feel like I don’t belong

I feel like I am alone

I need a friend

Im sick of reaching out

I want someone else to make an effort

Am I a bad person?

Does anyone enjoy my company?

Everything has changed

Everything is still changing

The world is moving

I am standing still

Stuck.

Wondering…

If I will ever be a part of them

Or will I always be the outcast

I’m so lonely.

:'(